Recovery

Recovery is hard. It's so much harder and at the same time easier than I thought it would be. I've had quite a few breakdowns. That's for certain. But I've stopped counting calories. Yeah I still weigh in nearly every day. And yes I still eat probably less than I should. And fine. I've been working out more. And I upped the degree of difficulty of my workouts. Every night actually. Except when I was sick. But I've maintained near the same weight for a couple weeks now. I have barely gone under. It's not going to get any easier. I know that. It will probably get harder. What with swimming season here and summer and everything. But I actually believe that it will be okay.